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18 August 2007 1:21 PM
Feels sho much loves =)



I really really damn angry. Totally fed-up and pissed off wif Wawan. I haf to mit hym at Admiralty bfore 4:30 so we can go together wif his frens too. I was late. really late that 420: i wanna leave e house. He was so mad wif me. Thought of taking cab there but he say just mit at Ct Hall. At 6pm then they [ Wawan and his frens] abroad e MRT. I was lyk hey! i can leave e house just now se i can reach there around 5:30pm. So i waited til i felt asleep. At 6 he asked me to leave the house but before going out, i eat 2 slice of bread wif butter. Reach to Ct Hall at 7pm. GeeSsH! alot of people and i wait for hym near the top-up ezlink machine there. I msg hym " where are you? he weply " At AMK just pick up his fren after that go Orchard pick up his bro. I was lyk DAMN!! i haf to wait fer hym here alone lyk dummy siia and where people pass by .. Im so mad my tears starts to fall. Its lyk out of sudden i kip blinking my eyes so it wont rolled to cheek. People might think im crazy standing there and cry by myself. I waited fer hym. He called me think that im not mad and he can talk to me wif funny2 voice, i got so angry laR and i weply to hym wif my angry voice and hung up. He should noe that i am mad at hym. 35mins later. He called me " where are u" then i said near the top-up ezlink there wif my high tone voice. Then he say he never see me and ask me mit hym at e toilet there when we goin to penin. I saw hym and i was lyk smile. Everytime i looked at hym, its makes me smile and forget wat happen. But this time, Never.! it was so close when i smile he didnt saw it. Then i looked at my hp to control myself and recalled back that he make me wait fer hym. He try tease me saying " Aleh, nk step mara je.. senyum2" I really control it lar and listen to music as if there's nobody talks to me. He msg me "sory u plish" i ignored it. I never talk to hym til we are walking beside the church on the way to Esplanade. I msg hym "One more tyme u did it again i will not talk to u til we reahed home" he weply sory and i weply "sory it's not enuf, no hug??no nothing ??Lyk that mus teach isit??" Then whe come to me and hug me when we are in underpass. For e meantime i try to cool down. I dont mind waiting fer hym afew mins but he that tyme he makes me wait an hour plus. Just to acompany his frens eat in sch then walk out from sch n mit me. i was lyk seriously hate it.! Enuf is enuf.! Cant he just walk hymself out from sch and mit me.??!! And today, his fren and his bro last min called. But at least he can say out that im here waiting ALONE! cant they mit at Ct Hall?? He's always when come to frens, he didnt want to say out but in inside he feels pity of me.

Reached at Esplanade, we waited for fireworks. While waited talking to dear2 and Yan, his bro. Disturbing Yan is what i lyk e most thing to do. Hafiz was very gud to me. Hahacks He asked me how's my sis and blah-blah.. Everyone treat me very gud today. Dear2 really hug me and trying tokiss2 me but i insisted it. I was sho malu laR.. In front of his frens and im e only gerl here. He just cant let me go laR.. Hahacks. He's so NAUGHTY TODAY! hehek.. =) i guess he misses me alots. Watch Fireworks. Great.! Alots of poping-out. Loves it.! Watch fireworks wif dear2 at last. And he said " i love you" Wee.. ! After watchin it we waited for others. We sit at beside this small stage where there's perfomance. Talking to dear2. He kiss my lips lyk alot of times.. Wats wrong wif hym?? i confused and i confess to hym. He said when i saw u walkin towards me, you are very cute. i wanted to say that but u mad at me just now. Aww.. so swit. && he said i was so cute all tHE WAY!!. i give hym a smile.. i feel right now that im flying high from the sky. =) When boifrends praise u that you are beautiful/cute or watsoeva, u feel lyk from ur boyfriend's eyes he sees you and only you are beautiful in the werld than other gerls. Dont you think so??
Lets get back to my story..

Sumone tag behing my back, its was Raudhah and Nisa.. Shocking.! Didnt crossed my mind that they wil mit us cause they watch fireworks at Marina Bay. We chat along waitng for afew more.. At around 1o goin to 11pm they arrived. He sat very long laR.. They sumone shout and said " All of u stand a side and take out ur IC!!" They we silent and look at hym. Phew.! its was CID talkinh to Mat Motor. Then we continue as usual.. Suddenly they say " YOU! [CID pointed at us] all of you take ur IC" Shocked siia when he shouted at us. They collect our IC as for me i nver bring so i give Ez link card. They called all Mat motor names and one by one they talked and so we are but girls are safe.! they didnt called out our names. They give the IC back. After they chat to wif them then they let it go. SOunds reliefs shey.. Its around 11:20pm We haf to catch for the last train. Walk to MRT station. Wawan send me home saw Shazlyn and Su min too. Me and Nisa recalled back that there's this 1 day we go home really late till smal Mac closed. Hahacks. As for Raudhah she alighted at imei, her dad fetch her from der. && Eddy's girlfren was so frenly laR. Very easy goin. Off to home. Reached almost 1am . My stamoach very hungry that i reached home and eat all the food. I was so greedy jus for today.. =) Chat on the phone wif dear2 til 3:30am. Yes! there's a tragic but stil i haf FUN wif my loves around.! =)