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29 October 2007 11:44 PM
The Big quarrel
U make me cry Safwan.. This is e worse cry being with u. You make me cry boy. I thought i cud be happy with u after all my ex did to me but it seems im wrong. What did i do wrong??What?? We promise not to keep any secrets but u did!! Where's ur honesty ?? Whats with e saying of swearing and tipodosa?? U say dat i did hurt u bfore. i admitted it.. But boy.. its was lyk wen we are in 2 mths.. & i've change til our goin to b 16mths.. U tryin to put me im in e wrong?? Hello?? dats was 13mths ago.. & nw u want to revenge me back.. lyk rite now after 15mths??Revenging its not gud idea laR..And also you urself wanted to .. Stopit aq.. i have enuf shey.. Enuf of suffering and hurting.. I ever pass tru all this Fucking bullshit laR.. So save it..
All i do i cry and cry and u were njoying with ur frens.. u didnt feel guilty dont u..?? Silly boy.. i once told u bfore.. I HATE IT!! & why did u did it?? From e begining i said 1 day ur secrets will b out & i will make an effort to proof it til u silent.. Im so disapointed wif u.. seriously.. i cry , i cant sleep well and no appetite to eat all because i was too too upset .. E hurts cums back..i tot i cud b happy wen im with u it seems not..
i asked u a question and u weply no and even said tipodosa, i keep repeating, still u didnt admit it.. i broke down my dear.. i cry badly.. i feel lyk a knife cut thru my heart and then squeeze e lemon into it .. Tak ke pedih hati aku ny.. ="(
Since this had happened, sory boy.. u asked for it.. i have lost ur trusts, ur sweet talkers, ur swear.. If u want me to trust u then make ur effort to gain it.. But its not going to b an easy way.. Giving a guy happyness.. nah, really dont deserved it.. They will step you..
i just told how i feel.. i found out myself yesterday and today i wanna see to be sure that whether he did it or not.. This wat happened when i mit hym..
Meet hym then i asked u sumthing.. ur face change and the smell really sucks.. from there i noe it then u admit it.. i so fedup and i walk off , u follow me and grab my hand and saying sory.. Then u burst into tears cause now u feel sorry for it.. We talk things out while he keep crying and crying and crying but me?? i didnt cried.. Step strong depan dia pdhal sblom mit dia.. nangis rabak.. He said sory and asked for forgiveness, well every human beings do mistakes and ask for forgiveness and so i forgive hym BUT i told hym he have to gain my trusts back and also control hym.. Guys dont give face.. kasi muke naek atas kpale.. 2hrs we quarrel and i dont want to drag e time cause Raudhah will b waiting.. So i forgive hym and make hym stop cyring .. He promise not to lie to me and do such things that i hate it. Oh yea, gerls.. if u realise it laR.. guys dont noe hw to take care themselves and we need to guide them along.. Guys noes to enjoy but end up hurting gerlfriend and then regret.. and lyk always.!!!
He told me dat he loves me alot and im his first love, first girlfren and he cant let me go easily.. he dont have anyone else except me.. im e one who guide hym and he put me on first.. he dont hate both of us quarrel and all e mushy2 werds come out so tt i calm down.. but i give watever face but inside touching laR kan.. After we are ok with it, Wan keep hugging and kissing me .. in front of his friends and Raudhah.. paisey shey.. Must b he dont want to lose me laR tu since this e big quarrel happened. Hemp.!! There are more but just to cut it short cause im plain lazy to tell e whole stories..
U make me cry Safwan.. This is e worse cry being with u. You make me cry boy. I thought i cud be happy with u after all my ex did to me but it seems im wrong. What did i do wrong??What?? We promise not to keep any secrets but u did!! Where's ur honesty ?? Whats with e saying of swearing and tipodosa?? U say dat i did hurt u bfore. i admitted it.. But boy.. its was lyk wen we are in 2 mths.. & i've change til our goin to b 16mths.. U tryin to put me im in e wrong?? Hello?? dats was 13mths ago.. & nw u want to revenge me back.. lyk rite now after 15mths??Revenging its not gud idea laR..And also you urself wanted to .. Stopit aq.. i have enuf shey.. Enuf of suffering and hurting.. I ever pass tru all this Fucking bullshit laR.. So save it..
All i do i cry and cry and u were njoying with ur frens.. u didnt feel guilty dont u..?? Silly boy.. i once told u bfore.. I HATE IT!! & why did u did it?? From e begining i said 1 day ur secrets will b out & i will make an effort to proof it til u silent.. Im so disapointed wif u.. seriously.. i cry , i cant sleep well and no appetite to eat all because i was too too upset .. E hurts cums back..i tot i cud b happy wen im with u it seems not..
i asked u a question and u weply no and even said tipodosa, i keep repeating, still u didnt admit it.. i broke down my dear.. i cry badly.. i feel lyk a knife cut thru my heart and then squeeze e lemon into it .. Tak ke pedih hati aku ny.. ="(
Since this had happened, sory boy.. u asked for it.. i have lost ur trusts, ur sweet talkers, ur swear.. If u want me to trust u then make ur effort to gain it.. But its not going to b an easy way.. Giving a guy happyness.. nah, really dont deserved it.. They will step you..
i just told how i feel.. i found out myself yesterday and today i wanna see to be sure that whether he did it or not.. This wat happened when i mit hym..
Meet hym then i asked u sumthing.. ur face change and the smell really sucks.. from there i noe it then u admit it.. i so fedup and i walk off , u follow me and grab my hand and saying sory.. Then u burst into tears cause now u feel sorry for it.. We talk things out while he keep crying and crying and crying but me?? i didnt cried.. Step strong depan dia pdhal sblom mit dia.. nangis rabak.. He said sory and asked for forgiveness, well every human beings do mistakes and ask for forgiveness and so i forgive hym BUT i told hym he have to gain my trusts back and also control hym.. Guys dont give face.. kasi muke naek atas kpale.. 2hrs we quarrel and i dont want to drag e time cause Raudhah will b waiting.. So i forgive hym and make hym stop cyring .. He promise not to lie to me and do such things that i hate it. Oh yea, gerls.. if u realise it laR.. guys dont noe hw to take care themselves and we need to guide them along.. Guys noes to enjoy but end up hurting gerlfriend and then regret.. and lyk always.!!!
He told me dat he loves me alot and im his first love, first girlfren and he cant let me go easily.. he dont have anyone else except me.. im e one who guide hym and he put me on first.. he dont hate both of us quarrel and all e mushy2 werds come out so tt i calm down.. but i give watever face but inside touching laR kan.. After we are ok with it, Wan keep hugging and kissing me .. in front of his friends and Raudhah.. paisey shey.. Must b he dont want to lose me laR tu since this e big quarrel happened. Hemp.!! There are more but just to cut it short cause im plain lazy to tell e whole stories..
Nur Muzainah, the writer of this blog.
I'am skinny,un-perfection. RP student, SEG(DBME).
I want to be a successful lady and live happily for my future ahead My Hero/Heroine
